the random thoughts of fi

oh blubbit.. tis a cloudyish type of day.. altho the sun was out when Kat and I were driving a while ago.. yes.. we went to the Galleria.. I bought a purple sweater.. I like.. shall be nice when it starts to get cooler.. *nods a bunch* you know.. it's hard to type sideways.. or rather.. when the screen is facing east.. and you are facing south.. and so you have to either chose to look at your hands.. or the screen.. but you canna do both.. and is interesting.. I find it easier to look at my hands.. *shrugs* anyways.. I'm hungry.. I think.. taco bell sounds good.. who knows.. taco bell and starbucks.. I could live off of those two.. with a little olive garden thrown in there sometimes.. yeah.. sounds good to me.. oh sigh.. I have school tomorrow.. what else do I have.. oh, dang.. I have a voice lesson.. that means short lunch break so I can practice 'fore my lesson.. Mrs. Holden dunna like it when I dun practice.. is all very interesting.. but yes.. then.. tomorrow night.. I have some voice concert thing I have to go to.. and then I have dance rehearsal.. uhhuh.. that's gonna be interesting.. but hey.. my life is interesting these days.. so.. yeah.. oh sigh.. tonight when I get back to school.. I have to install my network card.. it is physically installed in the puter, but I havena turned it on yet.. or istalled drivers or anything.. so.. must do that.. and call the comp depart ment with my MAC number.. so I can get on the network.. and then the world will be happy.. no more dialup.. no more missed phone calls.. which could almost be a bad thing.. but yeah.. wun go there.. *ahem* anyways.. I wish I could have candles at school.. I understand why we can't.. but still.. I miss them.. I have so many.. you know.. speaking of candles.. I can't wait to have a house of my own.. I've been thinking about it a lot.. how I'll decorate and such.. and I'll have candles in all the rooms.. and it'll be a liveable type formalish decor.. and I'll have fresh flowers all the time to make me smile.. flowers make me smile.. I remember when I was so depressed, I wished I could drive so I could go buy myself flowers.. I should get some for my dorm room.. yeah.. that sounds good.. I think I'll do that this week.. roses or daisies maybe.. or some iris.. mm.. flowers, coffee, and laughter.. three of my most favorite things in the whole world.. followed by comptuers.. and books.. oh, how I love a good book.. and music.. *wistful sigh* and cold weather.. gosh, I miss the cold.. and Christmas.. I love the season of Christmas.. I wish it would last all year.. time with friends and family.. awesomeness.. I've already started planning Christmas parties and picking out gifts.. lol my whole year looks forward to Christmas.. yes.. I can't wait for Christmas.. I love decorating for Christmas too.. and having parties.. with some nice music in the background.. some hot cider.. and friends.. ah, bliss.. yes.. the Christmas season lasts me about till Easter.. Easter is awesome.. it's one of the only times all year I will willingly get up before 0500 to go the sunrise Easter service.. I love it all.. the lilies.. the music.. it'll be really speciall this year too, if we have our santuary ready to go by then..oh, I can't wait..gosh, I'll be a sophmore by then :x hehe.. no more parking in the lower lot.. *grins* awesomeness..and this is a very long blog, isn't it? lol.. spose I'll post now.. more thoughts later..